Lord help me.
I am continually being battered by sound
It robs me of all feeling and movement.
I need your help to keep trying to rise above the tormenting sensations
And the sheer emptiness of continuous loss of ability.
It is breaking my heart Lord
That my mind and body are so broken
Yet so invisibly suffering.
Please lift me into your light.
Heal me now Lord.
Help me now Lord
See me now Lord
Save me now.
“Why would you not wish me well?” I ask You, in my bleakest moments?
In truth I know you are always with me
And have suffered profoundly for all of us for all time.
You know my pain intimately.
You are here beside me.
You bless me
And somehow keep me holding on
To life
To love
To hope
As another wave of tortuous paralysis envelops me.
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