Linda Crowhurst October 09
Irritated
I feel irritated
by the day
by the lack of
movement
and direction
of my life
No way of planning
No way of flowing
through the discordant jarring motion
of every second
Just the need
for infinite flexibility
and whole-hearted tolerance
towards
the tirade of
sensations
the absolute paralysis of bodily motion
the complete inactivity and non-event
of most moments
always
waiting
and hoping
for just a flicker
of aliveness
and ability
to shine
through
Silence
first
seems
empty
then
the sweet
voice of God
whispering
completeness
beauty
and stilness
Desperation
Desolation
Isolation
Emptiness
leads us
on a
profound
journey
always
to seek
There must be
more
than just
never-ending
torment for
a soul
to survive
It is only in
the pure
still
silence
that you find
the ever-flowing
awesome
wonder of
the living God
with you
always and ever
loving
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